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➥ trigger warnings apply !this account has dark themes !you have been warned.
penned by : # lordcradily !—— art credit : amaranthlie .
CONTENT WARNINGS:
this carrd & possibly the account itself will have themes of ..questioning of one’s identity, physical & verbal abuse, murder, mental illness, suicidal ideation, loss.9 times out of 10, these themes will be tagged with the appropriate warning.interact at your own risk!
[ biographical information. ]
birth name: proton williams.legal name: proton nekoma.alias: peony wiltshire.occupation: team rocket executive. [ formerly. ]gym trainer in leader erika’s gym.
[ he also helps out with other things too. ]gender: male.birthdate: june 25th.age range: twenty five - thirty three.height: 5’11”.weight: 160 lbs.eye color: mix of teal & sea green.hair color: myrtle green.nationality: johtonian.hometown: mahogany town.current residence: ecruteak city.status: alive.
[ personality. ]
proton, in the kindest of words, could only be described as a skeevy bastard. however, despite that, he does have some “redeeming” qualities.one thing that sticks out about proton, is his undeniable softness for children & elders. both can be considered weak & unable to fight back in a fair fight & proton certainly wouldn’t take advantage of that. the worst possible thing to do in his presence is fuck with either of them.whilst many in the region of kanto, johto & beyond only see proton as one who has some form of anti-social personality disorder. it’s not the case here, proton is a flawed human being, sure, but he’s not exactly 100% the person word of mouth & sensationalization would have you believe.at best, he could be considered eccentric, with the occupation that awarded him his title & reputation as nothing but a job. his major unpredictability as team rocket’s wildcard only further spreading this reputation.however, while not as cruel as he is made out to be, proton isn’t a complete wimp either. he is shown to have some empathy & sense of how others around him think & feel. simply put, he just ignores it.he displays signs of arrogance, bumbling idiocy & anger issues, but he certainly knows when to hold those things inside, especially in the presence of people he considers important.proton is certainly a clever & cunning man, despite his cocky behavior. he’s known to murk even the scariest of individuals, but, like everyone—has a weak spot.a lot of proton’s thoughts & behavior can fall under misogynistic. though, he has shown to be quite the ladykiller to some & a lame-o doofus to others. [ can you blame them? lol. ] plenty of his behavior is reactionary, such as irritating both callie & archer with his.. less than favorable antics. wether he truly believes in the misogynistic bullshit he spews is a curious case.
[ appearance. ]
proton is a tall, fairly toned young man. his [ not styled at all /s ] hair & eyes are separate but similar shades of a messy mixture of blue & green. his skin is a tan with a pinkish undertone.his body is covered in faded burn scars starting from his feet & getting less noticeable around his torso & neck area. among those burn scars, he has plenty of wounds & such from work-related incidents & clumsiness in general.when it comes his fashion taste [ minus the work uniform. ] he can commonly be found wearing light & comfortable clothing. t-shirts, capris, open-toed shoes & such. on occasion, proton will wear a leather jacket & pants combo.during festivals & other important events, proton will wear more traditional garb. he’s not too fond of wearing such clothing if he doesn’t have to, as he finds it very restrictive.
[ biography. ]
born to rocket agent blair baudelaire & her henpecked “husband” orion williams, proton’s birth was marked as a sign of good fortune to the young couple. supposedly, that was.however, all was not as it seemed. as his mother was a very unpredictable woman with a violent temperament. while proton never fell victim to her abuse & doesn’t even remember it happening—the scars on his young psyche still remain.by the time he was about six, things only grew worse. by this time, the abuse his mother inflicted on his father soon became physical. everything eventually came to a head, one night whilst his parents hosted a dinner party, a fire had mysteriously started.the young proton had been outside on that humid summer night, sitting near the pond settled in the back of the yard. his eyes locked on the fluttering lightning bug pokemon, volbeat & illumise.to this day, many rumors permeate as wether it was intentional arson set upon on the family home or something accidental like a candle left lit or a dropped cigarette.what would happen next however, wasn’t unintentional & couldn’t be misconstrued as such. screams of pain & fright filled the quiet night air, tearing into the atmosphere of peace like the blade of a knife into one’s skin.proton, of course, as young as he was- frightened at the drastic mood change, got up to check it out & was met with a rather gruesome sight. foolishly running into the now burning home, he caught sight to dead bodies lying around what once was the living room.some of the guests were either unconscious from smoke inhalation or were hacked up, the person responsible not in the boy’s line of sight. finally, he saw it- what was his mother lying in a pool of her blood.in another room, with the entrance, blocked by a wall of fire- the muffled voice of his father pleading with another- not to spare his life, but to take it.stepping backwards, the confused proton began to feel.. groggy & before he knew it, found himself unable to stand. before his line of sight completely faded, he felt two string arms wrapping themselves around him.when he finally found himself awake, he was greeted by the sight of a hospital room, the off-white color of everything, he found rather.. harsh to his eyes.that was not all, however & turning his attention to the kind voice & warm hand stroking his head, he was greeted by the soft smile of a man he was faintly familiar with: mister seiji.he wasn’t very familiar with the older gentleman, but he had seen him hanging around his parents before. softly, he spoke: “ oh, dear proton- i’m so sorry.. they didn’t make it. ”there was a certain unmistakable sadness in his voice, like he had lost someone so dear to him, but at the same time, it almost seemed as if he felt for proton, who couldn’t comprehend what happened.why? so, they’re gone? now what?he couldn’t help but look down to his hands & soon his eyes found themselves peering back at the older man, he was burned too. of course, he was there too.“ the kind nurses & doctors said you’ll be out of here as soon as your burns heal up. you shouldn’t move your hands too much, right now. ”he should be upset, he should feel sorry for what happened. he was an orphan & that meant he had nobody left in this world. all he felt right now, was calm, calm in seiji’s presence, but it wasn’t too strange- he had this effect on everyone almost. he was a gentle man who never hurt a soul.“ where will i go? ”once he popped that question, seiji’s eyes lit up- a childlike glee almost seemed like it would come over him, if it weren’t for the situation at hand.“ luckily for you, i’m here to take you home with me when the time comes. ”as far as proton knew from that moment, mister seiji was all he had in the world. eventually, he grew better- the burns faded, the scars healed & he was sent to live with him.for once in his life, he felt like he was loved. sure, he knew his late parents loved him, but, he didn’t have to deal with the fighting & tension. seiji formally adopted him as his own & the two lived shoulder-to-shoulder until proton grew old enough to live on his own.
[ life with seiji. ]
life with his adoptive father, he couldn’t have wanted more in his life. seiji wasn’t poor by any means, but he wasn’t bathing in money either.he lived a rather traditional life in ecruteak city, in a small unsuspecting house. proton was taught how to be a self-sufficient young man, but not in a way that was neglectful.if anything, it was to help ease the load of rearing a child in his older days. most traditional families in johto tended to be on the more strict side, but seiji was anything but. if anything, he was quite lenient with the boy. especially after the incident he had with the sewing shears of his late adoptive mother.if you asked proton what childhood he had, he’d definitely tell you it was a good one. even though seiji struggled with teaching proton to be respectful of others, proton definitely picked up some “better” traits. though he certainly wasn’t perfect.proton did eventually join team rocket, despite the protests of his father. commonly he was met with “ what about college? freelancing? there are always other options.sure, there were plenty of things proton could do, but he wanted to be close to the man who raised him despise not having to. working for team rocket & rising through the ranks meant proton could eventually fund a lifestyle for the man who took him in.although, the one thing that bit him in the ass was the reputation he was getting. scariest & cruelest many would whisper, team rocket’s fortress others would, the sultan of sadists one would say.in his heart he felt what could only be shame, but the women who lusted after him, the money he’d gain, amongst other upsides of team & his infamy weren’t too bad, in fact they were too good to give up.however, the disappointment he caused in his father haunted him during those lonely nights with the lack of a presence beside him.perhaps, seiji was right? perhaps there was something else in store for him. his own destiny?as seiji grew ill, proton decided that enough was enough. it was time for him to find something else in this life, something better. that way, he could have his father feel pride in him being his son. a lot of team rocket had already disbanded, so whatever.that was when he met erika, celadon’s gym leader. her temperament reminded him vaguely of seiji’s & he felt like he could handle assisting her with work in her gym. she sure needed it, that was for sure. crossdressing though.. he wasn’t looking to forward to that, that was sure. despite that, she showed him kindness, even if she fully knew what him & him compatriots had done. proton found himself enjoying her presence. if he could consider anyone outside team rocket a friend, it was her for sure, despite the little time they knew each other. if she would have him in her gym, then he’d definitely put effort into helping her.it was about time he discarded this old uniform..
[ general relationships. ]
leader erika : @celadonhime: proton’s employer? after leaving team rocket, the man found himself jobless & due to her kindness & sympathy, she let him assist her in her gym. albeit, in a rather.. feminine disguise.he can commonly be found having tea with erika when he’s stressed & looks up to her as a person he’d like to be. as for wether he can become that person is.. uh.. another thing altogether.grunt juno : @teamrocketjuno: proton’s personal grunt & best friend. besides his family, mars, yellow & erika, juno is one of the most important people in his life.yellow amarillo : [ tfw they’re not active anymore. :’c ]: following a surprise run-in in the viridian forest, the healer taught proton how to befriend pokemon & look at them as their own individuals instead of tools. alongside them, he also befriended & later caught his shiny budew—viola.the two have formed an odd friendship, with the former executive meeting up with the youngster on occasion when the two happen to run into each other.archer : their relation to one another can only be described as.. chaotic. archer looks down upon proton for his arrogance & near-constant misbehavior. proton, on the other hand sees archer as nothing but an irritating old geezer who needs to get off his back.petrel : [ TBA ]ariana : [ TBA ]
[ familial relationships. ]
seiji nekoma : his adoptive father, but despite everything, proton’s love for him is as real as it gets. he is precisely the reason why it’s not a wise idea to mess with elders in his proximity.seiko nekoma : seiji’s late wife & proton’s adoptive mother. despite never once meeting, he very much considers her that.moon williams? : proton’s adopted child. seeing the boy he once was in them, he decided to take in the youngster. if there’s anyone, besides seiji, who can get proton to do whatever they want, it’s moon.commander mars crisolo - @scarletgalactic : proton’s “main squeeze” & moon’s adoptive mother. despite being such a philanderer, he always returns back to his marsy-moo. [ or as he refers to her as “the ol’ ball & chain”. ] she’s the only one of his many partners [ besides saturn ] who he actually respects in some capacity.grunt callie - @rocketroyalty : proton’s younger cousin. whilst being archer’s personal grunt & a major thorn in his side, he’ll allow nobody to pick on her but himself.blair baudelaire : proton’s biological mother. she passed away when proton was rather young. as of now, she’s far removed from his mind, he can’t even recall her face.orion williams : proton’s biological father. he, alongside his wife were murdered when proton was a boy. proton knows of the two, but isn’t really concerned about what had happened.al francois : proton’s younger half-brother, the two know of each other, but not of the relation to one another. perhaps, it’s best kept that way?
[ pokemon team. ]
viola: ✧ roserade. ♀ lv. 58. grass⋮poison. 2’11”. poison point.— toxic spikes.
— petal blizzard.
— dazzling gleam.
— extrasensory.it’s sweet aroma attracts prey. then it spews poison. the more toxic it is, the sweeter its aroma.the poison in its right hand is quick acting. the poison in its left hand is slow acting. both are life threatening.———oliver: crobat. ♂ lv. 62.
poison⋮flying. 5’11”. inner focus.— poison fang.
— crunch.
— shadow ball.
— x-scissor.silent and swift in its four-winged flight, it bites down on its prey before they realize what’s happening. in a heartbeat, it drains their blood.it’s fangs are so sharp, if it bites you in the dark and sucks your blood, you won’t notice any pain or realize you’ve been bitten.
[ DISCLAIMER. ]
my proton is far removed from canon:i’ve mused my proton for so long, he doesn’t even feel like the same one from the canon timeline. at this point, he’s mostly head-canon driven.if you aren’t fond of the idea of our muses [ if you muse any of the canons above ] knowing each other off the bat, that’s alright! i don’t mind starting from scratch with your character. i have all the information listed here so you, dear reader, can get a feel of my proton before you interact [ if you wish to do so ].don’t feel pressured into abiding by the prior relationships, they’re there for background & world-building & most importantly, serve as a mark of a lot of the memories i had made with several people in this community.they’re for fun, mostly.—i am very selective with whom i ship my muse with & who i do smut with.i don’t mind interacting with protagonist muses, but i’m afraid i’m uncomfortable doing either with any of them regardless of wether they’re aged up or not. it feels kinda.. groomy [ esp in the case of lyra, kris & ethan or gold. ] & i’m not trying to catch a case.that & it’s not the main reason i muse my son.
[ guidelines. ]
be literate:if i can’t read what you have typed, i can’t respond to you. typos are fine, but please have at least basic grammar skills.——don’t start drama with me:if you have some sort of problem with me — confront me in DMs.communicate with me, lack of communication is bothersome & only leads to issues.——mun and muse(s) aren’t the same entity:i am not my characters, my characters are not me.we don’t have the same thought processes, nor do we have the same beliefs or attitudes.——dropping roleplays:if you wish to drop a roleplay, you can notify me.i do not expect to be given a reason, nor are you inclined to give me one.——do not sit there and bug me for responses:i’ve had this problem in the past, don’t do this.i can understand being excited for a roleplay, but don’t be pushy and annoying, it’ll ruin it for the both of us.——explanations for delayed responses:i. low muse, lack of will to write replies / starters. & my mental health is not doing well, and I need a small break to relive stress and tension.ii. i’ve gotten engaged with a certain muse and / or mun, and i’ve put them as priority.iii. i just forgot to respond to you, i’m sorry. :’ca well thought out “ late ” response is far better than a rushed one, so let us both take our time, shall we?——don’t force a relationship onto me or my muses:this one is self-explanatory, forcing a relationship ruins chemistry.chemistry is needed for ANY relationship to form, be it: romantic, sexual, platonic.. so on, so forth.
[ headcanons. ]
i. if proton respects you, he’ll give you some sort of title or nickname.ex. his “wifey” mars is called marsy-moo, leader erika is referred to as miss erika [ & later lady erika ] & his adoptive child moon is moon-pie.ii. despite being very.. modern [ to an extent ] in his view on the world, he has a fondness for more traditional women.though, it’s not something he readily seeks out, as he has a fondness for women in general. he’ll find something to like, in really any woman.iii. don’t touch his hat, it’s a surefire way to wig him out. he considers it a comfort item, as it was made entirely by hand by his adoptive father.iv. when it comes down to weapons, proton usually carries with him a wasp knife, however he has been known to think on his feet & improvise weapons such as broken glass bottles & hairbrushes.
[ lordcradily. ]
greetings,i am crad, but you may call me cradily. ( ˘ ³˘)i write for the accounts associated with the hashtag # lordcradily.i am a female, and i identify as a lesbian. i am in a committed relationship.i hope i don’t come off as too intimidating, as i’m just here to write & befriend ppl.